Yay-ness!

So mine and John's new cells came today while I was outside!!! They are charging as I type this and I can't wait to tell John! I'm such a geek ^_^!

Also since I am geeking out I got the title "the Noble" on my third character Fenrus on WoW (World of Warcraft)! Yay for geeking!




Now on to me being odd lol!

So I promised and had a goal that I was going to clean out mine and John's car as John always lets it go to pot! And these last six or so months John has let is PILE UP WITH JUNK! There was no room for people to sit in the back seat at all there was so much junk!

Why do I bring this up? Well I said that when I got better from this condition that I was going to as I put it "junk the car" IE clean that sucker out! And going with what Paul David of "Anxiety no More" said that you should live with and along side this shiz and since I feel like 75% or more normal-ish I deiced that I was going to go and do this goal.

So I grabbed my iPod with a few NPR podcast on it and while listening to "This American Life" (great radio and cable show by-the-by!) and cleaned out and straightened out the body of the car! Next time is the trunk of the car (>.> not a fun thing lol). I still need to vacuum and wipe down the plastic and windows of the inside of the car. (Craig how the FRAKEN HELL do the windows on the inside get dirty lol!?)



Anyway beside the cell phones that came after I was done cleaning out the car two other packages came today. One was a prop for a photo I'm working on and the other was a indie comic book that I bought off etsy!



Today has been a rather normal and happy day! What can I say other then I'm chipper and in good spirits.

hmmm

I think I have pissed someone off. I hope I'm wrong.

Picked up the first couple "Fableheaven" books to read. Will most likely be through them in a few days and then be back to square one with nothing to read (and very little to do).

Nothing much other then the last two days have been hard and scary. Made a new play list so I don't have to skip around my music list and flip back and forth between iTunes and firefox/WoW to skip over the less tolerable songs. Its called "Mellow 09".... hope that it doesn't turn into "Mellow 09-10" -_-.

I need more 'PMA' (positive mental attitude) about this but it is harder then hell to do that. I feel like I've been reduced to the mental strength of a 5 year old most of the time. I hate being left alone in the house... so stupid but it scares the shit out of me due to this.

*sigh* I feel like all I can do is whine.

*tries to pull self up by boot straps*

Oh well still get to wait for packages in the mail and that will be fun (just a tad bit of sunshine).

laters

Blah

So fish oil HATES me so I'm going vegan and trying Flax seed oil.

Ya know the days seem to fly by no matter how horrible certain moments are.... it feels odd to feel so messed up each day in the head yet feel like the days are ripping by. I think it has to do with the feeling that I'm doing very little compared to normal and so I'm 'loosing' time.

Sux but each day moves me forward and I do have like 4 packages coming and one of them does have three "Enter the Haggis" CDs in it ^_^ (squeee)

I wanna thank all the people that keep reminding me how strong I am and that they know I can fight my way out even if it is a long and horrid road!

Also the good weather and later sun sets are lifting parts of my mood.

Anyway that is all for this moment in time lol.



***OH! It is way to cold to be this sunny lol.***