Just 'cuz music heals the soul and makes me happy

I love this song!

Marti's Last Stand - Enter the Haggis (vid cut the end off the song >.>)


LOL this one too

What I've Done - Enter the Haggis (live vid sucks but could not find another >.>)


And the song that has been bugging the shiz-nit out of John and another of my favs...

Gasoline - Enter the Haggis (this vid is also live but the quality is rather good/okay ^_^)






Been rather well as of late. Not over this by any means but I am doing better and I CAN SEE RESULTS O.O! Holy Hell in a hand basket, shock of all shocks!

Anyway just living along side this shit and not paying it any mind is working as well and living as normal as I can and keeping my mind on other fun stuff (like WoW *cough* lol).

Just gotta keep trucking along and remembering that this crap is all a thought habit and a over surge of adrenalin needing a outlet.

I hate saying it is all in my head even though it is but, it is a scary thought as your brain is "YOU" and whatever goes in and comes into brain is how you see and perceive the world and life. That is why this crap is so horrible.

Anyway I need to shut up about ruminating on this cack any more.



Anyway two more for the road!

No More Stones - Enter the Haggis (kinda quiet fan made music video)


Had this bastard stuck in my head for days after hearing it lol XD

One Last Drink - Enter the Haggis



I bet ya can't tell that I really like this group and my new CDs from them can ya ^_^ MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

*radio chatter* We got a 4:20 on the West side

Just off the top if any of you do not know what a 420 is... well it is the police code from cannabis/pot or such. And pot heads like to calibrate buy smoking a big bowl of the crap on 4/20.

Anyway since I have researched and lived in the land of Hell (DP) I think that pot smoking is even dumber! Smoking pot can bring this shit on!! That alone is more then enough reason to avoid it like the black death. Not that I would want to use that shit anyway... I have better ways to kill my brain cells.

*sigh* just dumb as Hell.






On a brighter note my three "Enter the Haggis" CDs came in the mail finally! Listened to them in the car as me and John drove around doing errands. I loved more then half the songs and the other half are still rather good. Only disliked one that I ca recall.

Next time I will just buy them locally. But they had a deal on three in a bundle so I thought why not, right? Oh well ya live, ya learn.

One Last Drink - Enter the Haggis (kinda quiet video dang it)


I still wanna pick up another CD from them called "Aerials" which I can't find sold any place even Ebay -_-.... I will find it though!!

Other CDs that I want to get are:
-"Everything Is Borrowed" - "The Streets"

The Escapist - The Streets


-Some of the CDs by the "Battlefield band" maybe their newest "Dookin"

Battlefield Band in concert 2006


I feel like I'm forgetting something but hey that is the slip of my mind as of late. Never mind I will get it back lol.



I also received in the mail today my book "A Life at Last" from Paul David's site "Anxiety no More". So far it is interesting yet a hard read. Hard as in I know that it is going to be a suck it up and grin and bear it kind long and hard slog.

It boils down to thus: Ignore the odd, bad, weird hard to tolerate feelings and go about your normal life. Then let your body do the natural thing and "...heal thyself" (Hebrew Proverb). Add in the ideas of Shaun O Conner of the DP manual and you have keep your mind and hands always busy thus not letting in the horrible odd malicious thoughts and you got a holistic and then add in the herbal supplements and green tea (and such) for the homeopathic part and finish off with anti-anxiety meds for the whole package.

Kinda got off on a mini rant there. Paul David's book says just 'let come what comes' and don't fight it but don't run from it either. Face it but show it no mind.

Not new but very different from what we normally do when faced with a condition (as DP/DR, anxiety is NOT a illness). Most fight and that is not what we are to do to let the body "... heal thyself".

*le sigh*

I got off on many mini rants and yes I got on the subject of DP but how could I not today while ranting about 420?