*radio chatter* We got a 4:20 on the West side

Just off the top if any of you do not know what a 420 is... well it is the police code from cannabis/pot or such. And pot heads like to calibrate buy smoking a big bowl of the crap on 4/20.

Anyway since I have researched and lived in the land of Hell (DP) I think that pot smoking is even dumber! Smoking pot can bring this shit on!! That alone is more then enough reason to avoid it like the black death. Not that I would want to use that shit anyway... I have better ways to kill my brain cells.

*sigh* just dumb as Hell.






On a brighter note my three "Enter the Haggis" CDs came in the mail finally! Listened to them in the car as me and John drove around doing errands. I loved more then half the songs and the other half are still rather good. Only disliked one that I ca recall.

Next time I will just buy them locally. But they had a deal on three in a bundle so I thought why not, right? Oh well ya live, ya learn.

One Last Drink - Enter the Haggis (kinda quiet video dang it)


I still wanna pick up another CD from them called "Aerials" which I can't find sold any place even Ebay -_-.... I will find it though!!

Other CDs that I want to get are:
-"Everything Is Borrowed" - "The Streets"

The Escapist - The Streets


-Some of the CDs by the "Battlefield band" maybe their newest "Dookin"

Battlefield Band in concert 2006


I feel like I'm forgetting something but hey that is the slip of my mind as of late. Never mind I will get it back lol.



I also received in the mail today my book "A Life at Last" from Paul David's site "Anxiety no More". So far it is interesting yet a hard read. Hard as in I know that it is going to be a suck it up and grin and bear it kind long and hard slog.

It boils down to thus: Ignore the odd, bad, weird hard to tolerate feelings and go about your normal life. Then let your body do the natural thing and "...heal thyself" (Hebrew Proverb). Add in the ideas of Shaun O Conner of the DP manual and you have keep your mind and hands always busy thus not letting in the horrible odd malicious thoughts and you got a holistic and then add in the herbal supplements and green tea (and such) for the homeopathic part and finish off with anti-anxiety meds for the whole package.

Kinda got off on a mini rant there. Paul David's book says just 'let come what comes' and don't fight it but don't run from it either. Face it but show it no mind.

Not new but very different from what we normally do when faced with a condition (as DP/DR, anxiety is NOT a illness). Most fight and that is not what we are to do to let the body "... heal thyself".

*le sigh*

I got off on many mini rants and yes I got on the subject of DP but how could I not today while ranting about 420?

Lost in translation... err I mean my room?

I finally found my Yellowcard CD but I still have yet to find my Beatles CD -_-

I can't find it anywhere in my room... unless it is under the pile of boxes next to my computer which it most likely is.

*sigh*

Sux to live in a room full of boxes and the likes...

Talk about putting it off -_-

Just yesterday I had to search the web for a local shop that would have a copy of a CD that had a song that my brother NEEDED for his school presentation due that day. I spent all night looking up different ways to try and find this one song. He only told us that he needed it at like 11pm that it was a must for the coming school day.

Oy...

He had more then a week to work on this project... something like a month or more and he comes hat in hand the night before AFTER ALL THE STORES ARE CLOSED!

After a bit or looking and finding a OST with this fricken song on it I tracked ONE copy down to a local Barns & Noble book store and then with another brother ran out and picked it up and then dropped it off at his school during his lunch break. Nothing looks more skeevy then two adults sitting in front of a high school watching the kids lol.

He needs to stop doing this with every project that he does for school.