Shaking

I'm worried because my anxiety is so bad in the last three days that I'm now shaking.

My right hand and wrist and now my right lower leg and foot. Not all the time but most of my waking hours. And after it stop it is sore and numb-ish.

I wonder if there is something very wrong with me ):

I hate this crap with all my heart and soul. When I get better, because I must get better! I will live like I have never lived before. No more fear and anxiety to worry about. No more silly odd fears.

(I even got scared during the chapter in Fableheaven call Mid-summer or w/e, what a messed up illness I have.... but I must push on! God help me!)


It is snowing up here and today Paul gets ordained! So the fam won't be home for quite a bit it looks like.

*HUUUUGS* to my friend and buds!