This will be a laugh

So just just got done reading my whole new yoga book (2 hours XD). It came two or so days ago and I just now had the time to pour over it.

I think the warm-up has more hard looking positions then the work out itself. Things like "cat and dog tilt", "table", "downward facing dog" and "dolphin". Most of the things that have you go from your knees to a bent on fours seems like it is going to be 'fun' for me.

I really look forward to things like "warrior 1", "warrior 2", "5 pointed star" and "goddess". Also when I get more strength I want to to the yoga "handstand". Looks freaky and I sooo want to try it.

You get started on a 30 min program and from what poses you do in it I'm kinda sadden as it does not have many of the standing positions in it that I wanted to try. Oh well I guess that I'll just have to work my way up to the longer program and them.

So I'm going to be starting tomorrow morning with the 30 min program.

I will update on this and how it goes. lol.


So today I finally got around to dragging John to the barber. I think from the below picture you will agree with me that it was needed.



I had it chopped to a number 2 which is hella short. Reason he is a wash-n-ware kinda guy that could not give a crap about his hair as you might take from the first pic of him. He is just washed not even combed/brushed hence the shaved head.



Also I just thought that this was a funny sight while I was out a couple of days ago running errands in the early morning before the start of the day.



Come on its a UPS truck doing a drop off to a FedEx Kinko's. What is up with that? O.o Weird.

Shaking

I'm worried because my anxiety is so bad in the last three days that I'm now shaking.

My right hand and wrist and now my right lower leg and foot. Not all the time but most of my waking hours. And after it stop it is sore and numb-ish.

I wonder if there is something very wrong with me ):

I hate this crap with all my heart and soul. When I get better, because I must get better! I will live like I have never lived before. No more fear and anxiety to worry about. No more silly odd fears.

(I even got scared during the chapter in Fableheaven call Mid-summer or w/e, what a messed up illness I have.... but I must push on! God help me!)


It is snowing up here and today Paul gets ordained! So the fam won't be home for quite a bit it looks like.

*HUUUUGS* to my friend and buds!

Feeling drained

I just got done helping Rachel and she kinda blew it off as nothing and went image surfing for pics of her boy toy crush 'The Judist Brothers' while I scanned Beowulf for phrases that would fit her HW.

....more then an hour later after finding all she needed but one I got sick of her thinking my help was nothing and her wasting time on the interweb and tossed the book back at her and told her to find it herself.

She said "should I ask the others (family) to find it then"? >.> ummm no as you are in an honors class you SHOULD be doing it yourself not looking for more images of that damned band to slather all over your notebook.

She looked for a few mins and then just stuck crap in the last spot and then gathered up her crap and left my room.



I'm sorry but if I'm helping you with something and you think my help is nothing worth while and you don't show me that you appreciate it then just go bump it on down the road and don't ask for my help.

I'm tired and worn out and feel dead so with bleary eyes and a belittled smack to the face I was not going to take it.

It shows that I've been worn out by my midterm crap and I was just not going to take her crap.....

uggg venting it feels good!


LOL its days like these that I'm glad that I have nonsensical fuzzy eared hats to jam on my head and make people wonder about my sanity ^_^