I can do this I have survived this shit this long and lasted these last 3 days of rough as Hell DP/DR crap.
My father called up his brother, my uncle who is a psychologist and was asking questions on my behest about DP and my uncle said there is NO reason why my condition has not been brought under control. He said that the people treating me are incompetent and are liable for prescribing me meds that are now (and for the past week) have made me shake and tremble. But he also warned that I should not stop taking the meds until I get my second opinion and new meds from this new psychiatrist because it might mean that I could get worse!
WORSE!?!?!? HOLY FUCKING HELL BATMAN! There is a worse then this?? *shivers at the thought*
But he also says that there is no reason why I won't be getting 100% better and back to normal. If that happens I'm taking a fucking vacation and celebrating like there is no tomorrow! The thought that I would be stuck like this has scared the holy Hell out of me and until I get 100% better the thought and possibility stays with me every second of every Hellish day.
If I could even get the steroid infused anxiety under control then I could handle the DP feelings a ton better.... and even fight back by doing the stuff the DP manual says to do.
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