I think I have pissed someone off. I hope I'm wrong.
Picked up the first couple "Fableheaven" books to read. Will most likely be through them in a few days and then be back to square one with nothing to read (and very little to do).
Nothing much other then the last two days have been hard and scary. Made a new play list so I don't have to skip around my music list and flip back and forth between iTunes and firefox/WoW to skip over the less tolerable songs. Its called "Mellow 09".... hope that it doesn't turn into "Mellow 09-10" -_-.
I need more 'PMA' (positive mental attitude) about this but it is harder then hell to do that. I feel like I've been reduced to the mental strength of a 5 year old most of the time. I hate being left alone in the house... so stupid but it scares the shit out of me due to this.
*sigh* I feel like all I can do is whine.
*tries to pull self up by boot straps*
Oh well still get to wait for packages in the mail and that will be fun (just a tad bit of sunshine).
laters
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Just another reason
This is just one reason that Etsy entertains me for hours each day (yes that is sad but XP suck it lol). This is taken from the "Dirty Sanchez" (yeah it is what you think) soap shop's description of her soap called:
"caffeine"
"you know those mornings when you’re just so full of hate – for getting out of bed, for facing another day at your dumb job, for your stupid neighbor who steals your paper and lets his dog wiz on your fence? those mornings when you feel like slashing tires and tripping old ladies? those mornings when you just want to punch a baby deer? yeah, this soap won’t help any of that... you probably need a therapist and some prozac.
but for those less-psychotic mornings when you just can’t quite figure out if you should aim for the coffee maker or the shower first, my caffeine soap is just what the head-shrinker ordered. made with a super-rich blend of oils, real ground coffee for gentle exfoliation and natural color, and scented with a delicious combo of coffee and vanilla (think Trademarked Overpriced Quasi-Italian Blended Frozen Espresso Drink,) this bar should carry you through until your actual coffee kicks in. and if not? at least you’ll be clean."
"caffeine"
"you know those mornings when you’re just so full of hate – for getting out of bed, for facing another day at your dumb job, for your stupid neighbor who steals your paper and lets his dog wiz on your fence? those mornings when you feel like slashing tires and tripping old ladies? those mornings when you just want to punch a baby deer? yeah, this soap won’t help any of that... you probably need a therapist and some prozac.
but for those less-psychotic mornings when you just can’t quite figure out if you should aim for the coffee maker or the shower first, my caffeine soap is just what the head-shrinker ordered. made with a super-rich blend of oils, real ground coffee for gentle exfoliation and natural color, and scented with a delicious combo of coffee and vanilla (think Trademarked Overpriced Quasi-Italian Blended Frozen Espresso Drink,) this bar should carry you through until your actual coffee kicks in. and if not? at least you’ll be clean."
Lost in translation... err I mean my room?
I finally found my Yellowcard CD but I still have yet to find my Beatles CD -_-
I can't find it anywhere in my room... unless it is under the pile of boxes next to my computer which it most likely is.
*sigh*
Sux to live in a room full of boxes and the likes...
I can't find it anywhere in my room... unless it is under the pile of boxes next to my computer which it most likely is.
*sigh*
Sux to live in a room full of boxes and the likes...
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Blah
So fish oil HATES me so I'm going vegan and trying Flax seed oil.
Ya know the days seem to fly by no matter how horrible certain moments are.... it feels odd to feel so messed up each day in the head yet feel like the days are ripping by. I think it has to do with the feeling that I'm doing very little compared to normal and so I'm 'loosing' time.
Sux but each day moves me forward and I do have like 4 packages coming and one of them does have three "Enter the Haggis" CDs in it ^_^ (squeee)
I wanna thank all the people that keep reminding me how strong I am and that they know I can fight my way out even if it is a long and horrid road!
Also the good weather and later sun sets are lifting parts of my mood.
Anyway that is all for this moment in time lol.
***OH! It is way to cold to be this sunny lol.***
Ya know the days seem to fly by no matter how horrible certain moments are.... it feels odd to feel so messed up each day in the head yet feel like the days are ripping by. I think it has to do with the feeling that I'm doing very little compared to normal and so I'm 'loosing' time.
Sux but each day moves me forward and I do have like 4 packages coming and one of them does have three "Enter the Haggis" CDs in it ^_^ (squeee)
I wanna thank all the people that keep reminding me how strong I am and that they know I can fight my way out even if it is a long and horrid road!
Also the good weather and later sun sets are lifting parts of my mood.
Anyway that is all for this moment in time lol.
***OH! It is way to cold to be this sunny lol.***
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Long time sick no new post...
hmmm this blog keeps dying so check my link area down to the right side and go to my LJ "Rhythm of your heart and soul" blog for more updated post until I get back to this one.
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